i love kamal and only kamal.Y

even though we fight almost everyday.
even if the word break is often said.
i dont want to lose him.
he may tink im playing with his feelings and all.
but deep down i feel more than what he feels for me. so much more.

i have changed my ways.. but its not fair if he doesnt change too.
its really not fair.
its me who always have to shed tears every night.
and i dun even tink he cares abt me anymore.
noe why?
bcuz he hates me.
cant blame him for dat.
i will accept if he leaves me just like dat.
cuz i noe its my fault.
even if i go out wif other guys. at the end of the day, it is still him that i tink of and luv.
he just doesnt know that.
gawd i hate sad entries.
but this is really how im feelin right now.
and anyway, im locked out of my own room.
i need a locksmith. Urgently!
sick and tired of sleeping on the couch.

Thinking of days, thinking of ways, thinking of things, to you ,that I should say

I wanna be with you and that's the only way

A tear for everything that I did wrong

P.S. I love you

Forever and today