nobeef

Sunday, March 12, 2006 , 5:45 PM

towning yesterday.
met many2 ppl. from ppl i hate to ppl i like. hahaha! siak.
enemies to long lost frens.
cousins to aunties.
k tu da part bedek.
never go out wif him cuz he say he jamming wif his frens.
ok lorr. give him space ah kasi die ngan kwn dier. padehal dorang jumpe ari2. -_- ugh.
so went out wif aisyah and her fren haziqah.
met aizat, toyol, sani and frens and mai (with his teeth)krekre. at far east.
den we walked to esp from town.
terserempak mary and the rest. emily and farhan was there too. got this extra emoboy entah sape ah. mary ask where we gg and all. and we were heading the same place. den i found out vatos locos was gg to esp! i was so upset! baqir said he was gg jamming and yet he still can go town and never tell me! imagine how angry i was.
then mary and aisyah began consoling me not to angry or whatsoever. god knows how i felt!
pat esp plak nmpk dat stupid zul caveman wif his same ol attire and zan + gang.
of all ppl. really! stupid azizan and amirul was there. i feel like bombing him back there then. oh yes. i could have done anything. screamed at everyone there even. i was so angry wif baqir of cuz!
then the whole vatos locos came. yeah. boy was he shock. i love it. so i bahasakn him in front of his beloved frens. okay. maybe i was too harsh?
den he sat one side not even bothering to say hi. mary was hugging me b4 i even started crying. it was a horrbile feeling. after everythin..he finally came by and sat next to me and talk things out and said sorry. blablabla. -fast-forwaddd-. next thing i knew it, his cap fell in the laut. cuz they were playing ard on top of the pavement seat. he was so stress abt it. i felt like killing oren and nizam then for making his cap fall in the laut. but whats done is done. so he had to go home capless. haha.
kesian sey.
walked pass memo saw group of punks gettin screened.
skali saw zul muke cam mimi.
he sempat diri and wave at me in front of the police sia.
hahaks.
we stopped by 7-11 there to buy stuffs b4 taking last train home.
there, baqir still not puas ati wif me.
and we fought.
this time, rosdi provided info.
next min, oren, ayun and nizam was arguing wif me. in fact the whole of vatos lacos except rosdi. how nice.
rosdi jer yg tknk masok campur. hais.
at last we dropped the topic cuz i insisted. bloody oren. slice him alive then he noe.
gosh. i just realized this is such an angry entry.

part mrt pulak.
we really2 tok things out.
i could feel my eyes stinging from the tears and he looked back at me.. his eyes also teary and red. can see he was trying not to cry.
haiz.
in the train. he began questioning all sort of stuffs, why my prangai suddenly change and all.
i just said this..''although im like this i still love you a lot.''
and he said to me this. he promised to be wif me all the tyme and not to let me go.
i couldnt bear to let go of his hand throughout the whole journey.
at last left me and mary in the train. talked to her feeling sad and regretful.
and all the time. that syafiq mods was there. he witnessed me wif baq. wth.
crying summore?i hope not.
if not mmg paisey uh.
reached home ard 12:30. thinking and thinking whether to call him. finally i decided not to. i just wanted to see his reaction until today.
he go ask aisyah where i was and all.
haiz.....dunno what to do wif myself redi larr.