been sitting and wondering.
has it all been a lie?
he broke his promise.
and im not on talking terms with him.
cried on the fone.
i still wonder why he say he still cares and im important to him when he does all this to me.
it's been a bad day for me in school just now.
cant get the problem off my head.
im getting used to it now.
the crying and all.
another sad day.
was surfing the net reading poems to make me feel better and i found this.

Why I Still Love You
Sitting here thinking,
Of the times you've hurt me.
Wondering why I still love you.
Maybe it's your eyes,
The way they make me feel so good inside.
Or the way you smile,
That makes me feel that I've never been so happy in my life.
It's probably just the way you are you,
A funny, sweet, caring, cute guy that every girl dreams of.
But all the times you hurt me,
I just don't understand,
Why I still love you.