forget bout the previous post. just couldnt control my anger.
Heck!
went to skul wif a heavy heart today.
summore ms tang ask us to go com lab do this survey uh~
my result was a white knight and u noe wad it means?
it farking represents ppl who are too emotional in the things they do.
how true.
maybe i was too angry and sad at that time while doing the goddamn survey. so there.
it isnt my fault if im too depressed of whatsoever.
almost cried in class just now.
i was trying to control my tears from flowing out. seriusly.
then nafisa spot me.
ask me wad happen. am i ok.
i was like yea2.
but i knew i had to tell and share with someone the problem that has been bugging me.
& so during recess time, talked to the whole gang.
& im thankful for them.
being there and advising me.
went through the 2nd half of the day feeling good after that.
i got to stop becoming like this.
need to be more mature. not a kid anymore.
didnt meet aidin today.
i gave him this stupid excuse cuz i was mls.
haiz. dunno why. so disappointed with myself.
the sad part was he said 'dgn mataer sendiri pon mls'
hey! im sorry k. wasnt in the mood.
and there will be having an english common test tml.
fuck.
dammit.