read the OC book twice already. the first time i read it..it made me cry. im so depressing! crying over a stoopid book! hey, but its not stupid okie. its relli sad. the 2nd time i read it. my heart pain sia tink2. reflection kejapz. its abt both marissa and summer waiting for their escapes. ryan and seth. in the end ryan and seth just left their lives like dat w/o even a goodbye. sounds familiar. haiz. even when plug in baby came on..it reminded me of him. i hate that song already! arghhh. its so diff to get over it.

That's it. Look at me. Im pathetic. Haf to ease back into my old life slowly. Im not too sure im ready. Not yet anyway. But for now, it's good-bye.