Memorites are better left UNREMEMBERED!!!I dont miss him... I miss who i thought he was....
just for once id like to block out all the feelings that run through me so i can feel happy if only for a minute.
im ashamed of myself for making this mistake again!
This is the first time in my life, that i've been scared of the person staring back at me in the mirror..i wish i was blind and at the same time, i wouldnt have met him! but still love is blind. i keep telling msyself he's just a friend but he keeps appearing in my mind all the time.
It's sad when you're willing to do anything to brnig back the past, but there isnt anything you can do!
i am so stoopid and for now my worst enemy is me!
why don't someone just take this knife and do me a favor, and kill me. it will end my sufferings too.
Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again. injured wounds were easier to fix than broken hearts.
i trusted u so much!

after all i that i said.
i keep telling myself...
i'll wait for you.