he called me back. yes dat rafiq. just to ask how i was. man, was i depressed than ever to receive a fone call from him. hate it. if i knew, i wouldnt have picked up the fone. but dat time i was watching missy elliot video lah. so picked the fone wif a lazy tone. he tot i just woke up. so i say i sore throat. wahahahax. he ask me when wanna go out and that he miss me and all. he even said he felt lost w/o me all these while. i distinctively told him that i didnt want to tok to him ever again and yet he had the guts to call me. argh. yg laen aku nk. laen ku dpt. bodo arh!!!! both yan and rafiq are blacklisted by me already. urgh! oh yeah. im sick. my whole body so hot. argh. gonna die any minute and im gonna vomit after this entry.

Reminder to me: Have a cold shower and take two panadols before gg to slp.